Chapter Ten
The next morning dawned bright and sunny. Lora pushed herself up in bed and blinked her eyes into focus. Leaning against footboard of her bed was a worn set of sturdy crutches. They were a bit beaten up and when she pulled them up onto her lap to examine them, she found they had been recently adjusted to her height. Assuming Seth had given Ian permission to give them to her, Lora put them beneath her shoulders and practiced taking a turn about the room. With their help, she was able to dress and freshen up without assistance. She was still cautious, though, to obey Seth’s instructions not to put weight on her foot. Eager to try the limits of her new freedom, Lora left her room and ventured out into the hall.
“Ah, I see you have discovered the crutches,” Danica exclaimed when she spotted Lora. “Ian had me try them out so that they would be the right height for you. As you probably noticed, I never had to use them. You are the first female to need them.”
“You never used them?” Lora found that fact hard to believe.
“Nope,” Danica replied. “The boys were always the ones spraining ankles and knees and breaking bones. I just managed to always get the bumps and bruises.”
“Momma!” A young voice came from one of the far bedrooms. “Kosh, I told you not to do that! Patri was playing with that.” A sharp wail that Lora guessed was Patri voicing his anger was followed by a yell and then Jonas’ voice rose above the ruckus. “Momma, Kosh is teasing Patri.”
Danica rolled her eyes and with a sigh hurried in the direction of the noise. Lora listened for a moment, but Danica seemed to have everything under control. Turning toward the stairs, Lora made her way toward them. Her stomach was reminding her that she hadn’t eaten much of her dinner the night before.
The stairs weren’t much of a problem. A seasoned veteran of sprains and other injuries, Lora managed to make a steady, but slow progress downstairs and reached the bottom without mishap. She swung herself around and thumped her way toward the kitchen. The smells of cooking pancakes and blueberry preserve filled air. She pushed open the door to the kitchen and came to an abrupt stop.
Sitting at the table before a heaping plate of pancakes and preserves was a vastly different looking Seth. It took her a moment to realize it was him for his skin was a brown as Quinn and Lachine’s. In fact, if she hadn’t known that he wasn’t Ratharian, she would have never guessed he was anything but.
“Good morning, Lora,” Eve greeted her with a smile as she passed the doorway. She caught Lora’s eye with a wink and a smile. “How many pancakes would you like?” she asked.
“Four please,” Lora answered as she watched Eve cross to the stove. “Dinner was wonderful last night, but I didn’t manage to eat much.”
“Nerves,” Eve said with an understanding nod. “Seth is the same when he gets a new assignment.”
Lora maneuvered her way around the door and into the middle of the room. As she approached the table, she glanced over at Seth and found him glowering at her. He had been intimidating as his normal self, but with the addition of darker skin, he really was daunting. “I thought I told Ian not to give you those.”
“I assumed you had,” she told him. “They were leaning against the end of my bed this morning.” He rose to pull out a chair for her.
“Are you keeping off your ankle?” he asked as he watched her maneuver the crutches aside and slide into the seat without resting her weight on the injured limb.
“Don’t worry. I have had my share of injuries. I have been on crutches before.”
Moving the crutches out of the walkway, he reclaimed his seat. “I guess it is alright as long as you promise to stay off the foot.”
“I promise,” she replied.
Seth began cutting his food. “I talked to Ian earlier this morning. He says he can arrange passage on one of his ships the day after tomorrow. That means we are going to have to leave very early tomorrow morning and ride all day to reach Jumare in time to board in the morning the next day. Quinn and Lachine are already gathering supplies and I am going to busy getting our papers in order. If you don’t mind, I asked Elana and mother to help you pack. Elana pointed out to me that you will probably also need a brief course in the culture of Ratharia before we leave. So, after breakfast, you should find her and start right away.” Lora nodded and he started eating just as Eve set a full plate in front of her.
After preparing her own food with butter and blueberries, Lora glanced over to watch Seth’s work on his own. It was strange to see his dark hands wielding the fork as he cut another bite. “How did you do it?” she asked.
He looked up in surprise. “Do what?”
“How did you darken your skin?”
“Oh.” He smiled; his teeth looking very white against the darkness of his skin. “There are berries that grow on the western sides of the mountains that if you brew them with the right herbs, it makes a harmless stain that darkens skin and hair. I keep a supply with me at all times for emergencies. Mother keeps a supply too.”
“Does it wear off?” she asked.
Nodding, Seth said, “I am going to be taking a large supply with me to keep the tone. I used it the whole time I was in Ratharia last time.”
“Yes, I didn’t know he had been using it and when I saw him, I didn’t recognize him,” Eve said as she set a mug of tea in front of Lora’s plate.
“That was delicious as usual,” Seth said as he pushed his empty plate away. “Lachine is a decent cook and Lora here is excellent, but only you are the best. If I stayed any longer, I would never be able to go back to work. Your good cooking would make me too slow.”
Eve laughed. “Nonsense, you would burn it off somehow. You never stop long enough to bother worrying about slowing down.” Moving toward the stove, she checked on the pancakes in the pan.
“I have a lot of work to do,” Seth told Lora. “Make sure to find Elana once you have finished. There is a great deal to learn before we leave. If you have any questions she cannot answer, come find me. I will most likely be in the library.” With that, he rose. Walking to the door, he paused before going through it. “Lora, remember to keep off that foot. Once we reach the Jumare, you are going to have to walk without the crutches.” Then he was gone, the door swinging close in his wake.
Lora systematically finished her breakfast and tea. With the assistance of Eve, she managed to gain her crutches again; Seth had set them out of her reach. Then she left in search of Elana.
Although she knew the next few hours were going to be full and hectic, Lora enjoyed the anticipation of a new place. She had always wanted to travel and now she was going to be going to Ratharia. If she ever found her brothers, they were going to be very jealous. Thoughts of her brothers reminded her to ask Labren if he could maybe help her locate them after she returned from Ratharia. Seth’s father might know how to find the school where her aunt had enrolled them.
Lora found Elana in the hall outside Ian and her bedroom. She was coming out with a box in her arms. “Ah, you are up,” she said upon seeing Lora. “Have you had breakfast?”
Nodding, Lora returned the beautiful woman’s smile. “I also saw Seth and he said you were going to help me pack and teach me what I need to know about Ratharia.”
Elana’s smile broadened. “So you are ready to begin?” She led the way to Lora’s bedroom and held the door for her. “Seth emphasized that you stay off your ankle, but some of the things I need to teach you will require you to walk a little. I will save those for last. So, sit,” she said waving an elegant hand in the direction of a chair. “Where is your trunk?”
When Lora informed her that she had left her trunk in Anavrea, Elana shook her head and clicked her tongue. “Here read this.” She took a book from her box. Then after handing it to Lora, she disappeared out the door.
The book was thin and simply bound with worn leather. When Lora carefully opened the cover to find it filled with elegantly formed Ratharian letters. ‘The diary of Listhira Yarentis’ was carefully scribed across the first page. As she read, Lora quickly became aware of the magnitude of what she had to learn. By the time Elana returned with Ian and trunk in tow, Lora was halfway through the volume. Ian obediently placed the small trunk where Elana instructed. He winked at Lora as he quickly exited again.
“Eve is coming up soon to help,” Elana informed her as she began folding the garments she had given Lora the day before. The first one to be folded was the purple one Lora had found breathtaking. She watched the way Elana folded the long tunic and the loose pants called inkos. The whole time she folded the outfits, the woman talked.
Lora learned that slaves were sold into slavery for a limited numbers of reasons in Ratharia. First, one sold oneself or one’s family members to get money to pay off debt. Second, one was a spoil of war. Thirdly, one was born of two slave parents who were enslaved for life. She also learned that as a slave, she was always to walk three paces behind Seth’s left shoulder and do nothing unless he bids her. To do otherwise would be an insult to Seth’s authority and she would be worthy of punishment as Seth desired. As a slave, Lora’s place in the household would be beneath both Quinn and Lachine since they were free men. Elana mentioned that Lora might be hassled, if she left the company of Seth, Quinn, and Lachine, so for her own protection she must be sure to be in one of their company whenever she left the house.
“Now,” Elana declared as she laid the last of the clothing in the trunk. “Now it is time for your first lesson in managing your clothing.” Crossing to the box she had carried in with her, Elana drew out a long black shroud. It looked just like the other wraps she had just packed into Lora’s trunk. “Stand up,” she instructed.
Obediently, Lora rose and stood silently as Elana carefully draped the material around her. Lora made note of the tucks and where the material was supposed to drape and how, but she wasn’t sure she was going to be able to duplicate it. Stepping back after she finished, Elana looked her over with a critical eye. “Lower your chin,” Elana ordered, “You are no longer a proud free woman. You are a slave. Show humility. You dread being noticed, because notice brings pain.”
Lora lowered her chin and lowered her eyes.
“Good.” Elana circled her once. “Now walk across the room as best as you can.”
Lora had taken only a few steps when Elana exclaimed, “No, no. See. Watch.” Lora turned to watch as Elana crossed the room. Her steps were short and swift so that she glided across the floor while barely stirring the hem of her dress. It took an hour of painful practice before Lora was able to mimic Elana well enough to suit the young woman. “You are not native born; so, no one will expect you to be able to do it perfectly, but Seth doesn’t need the complication of you showing your ankles to the world and shocking the community.”
Instructing Lora that she had to wear the karbarka, which is what Elana called the black wrap, the rest of the day, Elana began to work on the rules of serving food and drink. The hours passed and before Lora was ready, the clock in the dormitory tower struck noon. Sighing, Elana looked over at Lora with a weak smile. “Lunch,” she said in relief. Then laughing, she said, “Don’t worry, you are doing very well. You are a wonderful student and I am sure you will learn enough by tonight. Come, let us go down.”
Lora wasn’t as convinced. Her head was swimming with all the new information and rules she was trying to remember, not to mention practice. Only practice was going to make the new movements stick. She quickly discovered that she was not going to manage the crutches while wearing the karbarka. Elana helped her remove it and they went down for the meal.
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Seth watched Lora’s smooth progress as she descended the staircase. She did handle the crutches like a veteran. Both she and Elana looked tired. For the fiftieth time, he wondered if taking Lora with them was a wise decision. It was true that there was much he could gain from having her with him, but there was much she could lose. Ratharia was a difficult country to live in when you weren’t born to it. It had taken him years to understand and function within the complex and structured society. As a female, she was going to have an even more difficult time. Hidden from the world of men, women were treated as possessions. Valuable possessions, if they were rich and married influential men, or things to used and abused, if they were born poor or of the slaves. Either way, they were treated as less than human. He was taking her to live in such a world. He frowned. At least her collar with its identifying signs would keep her safe, unless, of course, something happened to him. He was going to have to be extra cautious that nothing happened to him.
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After the meal, Lora and Elana returned to the lessons. Lora practiced with the karbarka until she could no longer stand on her ankle without tears coming to her eyes. Elana, seeing her wincing, ordered her to remove the garment and they resumed with the etiquette and culture lessons. The dinner bell rang and Lora began the process of maneuvering herself from the bed onto the crutches. Ian appeared at the door and asked for Elana’s assistance with finding a clean shirt. The one he had worn for the afternoon ramble with his nephews was covered in mud and grass stains and he needed a new one to wear to dinner.
“He never can find anything,” Elana commented to Lora before leaving to help her husband. “I am surprised he never lost a ship considering the things he manages to lose. Are you sure you can manage to make downstairs on your own?” she asked with a searching look at Lora’s face. Lora nodded just as a crash of something falling and Ian’s muffled exclamation caused Elana to hurry from the room.
Easing her injured foot over the edge of the bed, she set it down gingerly on the floor with a grimace. She had over done it. Hoisting herself up with all her weight on good foot, she rose and adjusted the crutches under her arms.
“I see you were disobeyed my orders.” Seth’s voice suddenly came from the direction of the hall.
Lora jumped and bumped her heel against the side of the bed. Biting her lip against a yelp of pain, she blinked furiously to stop the instant tears welled into her eyes. She didn’t look up. She knew what she would see, Seth standing in the doorway looking forbidding and angry. He had every right to be. She had disobeyed his orders, but with good reason, the deadline for her course was the next morning.
Then suddenly a large warm hand caught her chin and gently forced her to raise her face and meet Seth’s strange colored eyes. He was standing close, looking down at her, and blocking all chance of escape with his broad shoulders. As she expected, his expression was hard, but at the sight of her face, it softened. Raising his other hand, he brushed away the tears that had escaped her eyes.
“I am sorry. I didn’t mean to startle you.” He frowned. “Are you alright?”
Lora attempted to swallow the lump in her throat. It wouldn’t budge; so, she nodded instead.
The response that flickered in Seth’s eyes made it clear he did not believe her. “Leave the crutches here. I will carry you down to dinner. I have to speak with you afterwards anyway. At least this way I know you won’t go wandering off before I can catch you.” He smiled down at her. Lora felt her heart beat faster. Then he lifted her up and just like the evening before, he carefully avoided striking her feet on the doorjamb and carried her down the stairs.
The family had completely gathered by then and was waiting for them when they arrived. As soon as Seth had deposited her in her chair and taken his own place, the meal commenced. Jonas was full of the events of Ian’s afternoon with the nephews. Rynan and Labren immediately began discussing the upcoming school schedules and Elana asked Seth about his new appearance.
Lora found herself only half heartedly listening to the different conversations around her. After a few bites, she suddenly found herself no longer hungry. Her eyes remained on her plate, however. It was as if she couldn’t muster the energy to move them unless there was a good reason. Beneath the table, her ankle was throbbing painfully. Just the thought of walking on it tomorrow tightened her chest.
“Why didn’t you have Lora stain her skin, too,” Ian asked suddenly.
Curious because she had wondered the same thing herself, Lora found the strength to look up and across the table to Seth’s place. He was sitting back in his chair with his large, long fingered hands resting on either side of his half empty plate. As she raised her eyes to his face, she was startled to find him watching her.
Without dropping his gaze, he answered his brother. “She will get more latitude as a foreign slave. As a native slave, she would be expected to know all the cultural requirements and rules of a woman’s role in Ratharian society. This way if Elana or I have forgotten something in educating her, her mistake will be in character, not a revealing flaw in her portrayal of her role.”
“Besides, she will get more respect and better treatment as a foreign slave,” Elana added.
Ian seemed satisfied with this explanation. Nobody protested when Seth rose and announced that he had a great deal of work to finish before morning. He kissed Elana’s cheek while murmuring that he was please to meet his brother’s new wife. Understanding that she should make her goodbyes now, Lora turned to find Ian on her other side. He knelt so that he could meet her eyes at a level.
“If Seth never gets around to confessing his feelings to you before you return, I will personally seek him out and pound some sense into his thick skull,” he declared in a whisper. As Lora opened her mouth to protest, he raised his hand. “I know what you are about to say, but you don’t need to say it. You have handled my teasing with patience and I admire that. You are a rare find, Lora Guinia, and if I wasn’t happily married, I would give Seth some competition. I am still hopeful that I will be able to content myself with being your brother-in-law. Regardless, take good care of Seth.” He extended her an open hand. When she offered her own, he took it gently in his and bringing it to his face, brushed her fingers with his lips. Then just as suddenly as he had appeared he was gone and Eve was leaning down to envelope Lora in a warm hug.
“Come back to us,” she said. “No matter what, you will always have a home with us.” Lora’s heart was suddenly full. How wonderful it would be to stay. Eve could replace the mother she had never really had an opportunity to know and Danica and Elana were already quickly becoming like sisters. Somehow Lora knew if she returned, she was never going to be able to tear herself away again. Danica and Elana’s goodbyes were rushed hugs, but they both echoed Eve’s offer. By the time Seth appeared at her side to carry her upstairs, Lora was again blinking back tears. Irritated at herself for being so soft, she tried desperately to hold them at bay. Thankfully Seth didn’t pause to check her emotional state before picking her up. He said a final goodbye and left the room, striding swiftly toward the main foyer and the stairs to the second floor.
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Lora was exhausted. Seth had read it in her eyes and her blank observation of her half eaten dinner. He had hoped to talk with her more tonight, but he didn’t have the heart to force her to assimilate any more new information. He saw the tears in her eyes as he bent to raise her into his arms and felt a twinge of guilt. He could still insist she stay, but his head reminded him of all the plans that were already made and the plans already in motion. It was too late to turn back now.
As they entered the foyer, her head lowered and she rested her forehead against the base of his neck. He wondered if she could hear the increase in his heartbeat at her closeness. By the time he reached the first floor, she was beginning to fall asleep. He could feel her muscles relaxing as she gave into unconsciousness. Reaching her door, he eased it open with his foot. He looked down at her limp form. He gently lowered her onto the bed and taking the quilt that lay folded at the end, he covered her. She sighed in her sleep. He waited, but she didn’t wake.
Not trusting himself a moment longer, he left the room shutting the door softly behind him. He would have Danica or Elana check in on her later and make her more comfortable. Yawning, he climbed the stairs to the third floor. He had a long night yet to go. Stifling a yawn, he groaned. Now he was going to be counting the hours until departure, then, and only then, would he allow himself to sleep. Thankfully, he had never had any difficulty sleeping in a carriage.
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Lora woke to the sound of someone calling her name. She opened her eyes to blurry dimness. The sun was not up yet.
“Are you awake?” a hushed male voice demanded. Turning her head, she focused on Seth’s face in the flicker of candlelight. “It is time for you to get up and dress. Lachine is loading the carriage and we leave in a few moments. Put this on before I return to get you,” he said, laying a dark colored tunic, inkos, and karbarka on the bedclothes. “Do you understand?” He asked as he brought the candle to shine light on her face.
Nodding her understanding, Lora began pushing herself up from the pillows. Before she was fully seated, Seth was gone and all that remained of his coming was the candle on the nightstand and the attire on the bed at her feet. Sleepily, Lora forced herself to widen her eyes and begin the process of climbing out of bed.
It took some careful negotiations, but she managed to get into all the clothing except the karbarka. Putting any pressure on her injured ankle caused great pain and her uninjured ankle was irritated from doing the job of two the day before. Finally, she managed to get to the chair with the karbarka in her lap lest it was forgotten in the rush of leaving and set both her bound and naked foot on the matching footstool. Elana had given her two pairs of leather shoes to wear with her new garments and a pair of sandals for when she was working around the house, but they had all been packed. Only then, as she was vaguely contemplating her cold feet, did she notice the pair of shoes lying next to the end of the bed. She just sat and looked at them. A hazy idea about getting up and fetching them flickered across her mind, but it was gone before she could fully grasp it. Then her head eased back and the oblivion of sleep claimed her.
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Copyright 2006 by Rachel Rossano.
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